i am sorry bloggy.
i am blogging all the sad things.
that is how i feel now..
no more beautiful postings..
not for this moment.
i believe i'll blog something happy and interesting one fine day.
right?
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Broken lyrics
In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.
So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we'll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?
And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You've been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay
In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.
It's Not Over lyrics
My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you it break you. It's not over.
Why lyrics
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.
So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we'll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?
And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You've been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay
In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.
It's Not Over lyrics
My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you it break you. It's not over.
Why lyrics
The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
Monday, April 6, 2009
hurt & hurt
i'm tired.headache.with a blank mind.not knowing what to do.deeply hurt inside me.a thorn in me.like a knife stabbing into my heart.no heart beats.should i or shouldn't i?i'm trying real hard not to shake.
can someone please take the pain away from me?
i feel suffer.now...
can someone please take the pain away from me?
i feel suffer.now...
Sunday, April 5, 2009
!@#$%^&*!@#$%*
i am f.u.c.king fan!!
i wanna play space shot now.i wanna play roller coaster!
i wanna do a bungee jump!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()__)(*%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$
i wanna play space shot now.i wanna play roller coaster!
i wanna do a bungee jump!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()__)(*%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$
Saturday, April 4, 2009
crap ==
sometimes it is quite scary driving around lake garden alone at night.freaking dark when the lamp post is spoil.that is why it is the best place for couple to ahemmm......hehe. :p
took this while i was driving :p
took this while i was driving :pCheng Beng ---> family gathering
Last saturday i went for cheng beng with my family to pray for my grandpa(i never see him before! ) and grandma.
actually to be honest, i don't know what cheng beng is all about.
i just know every year we'll go to the grave sites to pray for them and offer some foods, tea, wine..?, paper accessories as in those paper shoes, money, shirts, etc,...
i think it is a day to remember and honor one's ancestor at grave sites but i think it is more to family reunion with the ancestors, don't u think so?
every family will gather at the grave site and pray together, clean up the surroundings and after the worship(??) they will start eating the food they brought for the worship.
my uncle preparing to put the firecrackers
Luckily i went for cheng beng because this year only me and another 3 cousins went.i think my grandma and grandpa must be disappointed.imagine.my grandma has 7 sons and 4 daughters....i have so many cousins but only 4 of us attended for the cheng beng.i remembered last few years ago, many of them went until there were no place for us to stand but this year....sigh...not my familys' tradition anymore.i felt so guilty that morning because i actually have the thought of not going also. =(
oh ya.we even put firecrackers for twice!hehe. ;)
Anyway i do agree that our original cultures and traditions are significant in our life but it is fading away each year.every occasions has its own meaning.as for me, i think cheng beng is really a right time for a family gathering.don't u think so???
actually to be honest, i don't know what cheng beng is all about.
i just know every year we'll go to the grave sites to pray for them and offer some foods, tea, wine..?, paper accessories as in those paper shoes, money, shirts, etc,...
i think it is a day to remember and honor one's ancestor at grave sites but i think it is more to family reunion with the ancestors, don't u think so?
every family will gather at the grave site and pray together, clean up the surroundings and after the worship(??) they will start eating the food they brought for the worship.
my uncle preparing to put the firecrackersoh ya.we even put firecrackers for twice!hehe. ;)
Anyway i do agree that our original cultures and traditions are significant in our life but it is fading away each year.every occasions has its own meaning.as for me, i think cheng beng is really a right time for a family gathering.don't u think so???
Monday, March 30, 2009
lucky & grateful
When i was just a little girl,
I asked my mother what would i be,
Will i be pretty?Will i be rich?
Here's what she says to me.
Que sera sera,
Whatever will be will be,
The future's not our to see,
Que sera sera,
What will be will be.....
Sounds familiar??
remember this song?haha.i used to sing this song when i was in kindergarten and if i am not mistaken, i entered a choir group when i was in standard one and we sang this song too.haha.
don't know why..out of a sudden, this song is reminding me of something about life.
i feel myself very lucky in every way in my life..
it is not that my life is perfect or i get to achieve whatever that i hoped for but i feel a sense of "bahagianess" in my life.am i crazy?haha.
what is wrong with me these days??
but seriously..i feel lucky...(wtf)
what will be will be.the future's not ours to see...so true..don't u think so?
so whatever bad things happen in your life now, don't give up and think positively as u won't know what will happen in your future.
there are ups and downs in our life.
u should be grateful for whatever you have achieve in your life.
everything happens for a reason.. =)
don't let the reason to bring u down.
i am not the richest.
i am not the prettiest or the cutest.
i am not the smartest.
i don't always get what i want.in fact, i always get what i don't want..haha..
ugly things do happen in my piece of life.
i've gone through sad depressed moments...i've cried for probably a hundred thousand times (i know i'm a little exaggerate on this.hehe.) but.....
phew........
somehow, i feel lucky. =)
lucky to have everything i have now....
I asked my mother what would i be,
Will i be pretty?Will i be rich?
Here's what she says to me.
Que sera sera,
Whatever will be will be,
The future's not our to see,
Que sera sera,
What will be will be.....
Sounds familiar??
remember this song?haha.i used to sing this song when i was in kindergarten and if i am not mistaken, i entered a choir group when i was in standard one and we sang this song too.haha.
don't know why..out of a sudden, this song is reminding me of something about life.
i feel myself very lucky in every way in my life..
it is not that my life is perfect or i get to achieve whatever that i hoped for but i feel a sense of "bahagianess" in my life.am i crazy?haha.
what is wrong with me these days??
but seriously..i feel lucky...(wtf)
what will be will be.the future's not ours to see...so true..don't u think so?
so whatever bad things happen in your life now, don't give up and think positively as u won't know what will happen in your future.
there are ups and downs in our life.
u should be grateful for whatever you have achieve in your life.
everything happens for a reason.. =)
don't let the reason to bring u down.
i am not the richest.
i am not the prettiest or the cutest.
i am not the smartest.
i don't always get what i want.in fact, i always get what i don't want..haha..
ugly things do happen in my piece of life.
i've gone through sad depressed moments...i've cried for probably a hundred thousand times (i know i'm a little exaggerate on this.hehe.) but.....
phew........
somehow, i feel lucky. =)
lucky to have everything i have now....
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