22

22 more days to my stpm....
phew...i really don't know how to face it....
really stress thinking about this.every single minute and hour, the word STPM come across my mind.
even after i wake up from a short nap, the first thing that i worried and think of is STPM.
however, i don't seem to take any wise action to force myself to study.
i'm guilty.real guilty.please stop me from doing anything unnecessary now.
may god bless me!

THANKS

F.U.C.K YOU!
I MEANT IT.
U'RE MAKING ME UPSIDE DOWN!
I'VE NEVER BEEN THAT DETERMINED BEFORE.
FUCK!

Ssendas

right now....
i'm..
-sad
-moody
-ugly
-fat
-pessimistic
-lazy
-lack of determination
-lack of confidence
-lack of motivations
-strengthless
-tired
-feel like crying
-feel like sleeping the whole night until tomorrow afternoon
-feel like giving up
-feel like shouting
-don't want to study
-need hugs
-need some magic powerful words
-need love
-need him
-need help
-want him
-miss him
-don't want to sit for stpm
-regret

That's Life

i can't find my way back home..
i can't seem to find the door..
was it wrong for me to say i'm sorry?
time and time it happens together..
because it is hurt inside but there's nothing i can do to make things just like they were before..
that's life, right?