Monday, October 8, 2012


22 years.
And now I finally know what does it feels like to step onto a reality life. 
Before this, all I do was enjoying my life without thinking much about this.
I do not have to worry about anything (yes..that time I worried this and that...but compared to now, what I worried about last time is..NOTHING..)

And me...
I always can't make up my own mind.
I don't know what myself want...
I am so useless. sigh..

Thursday, June 28, 2012

I'm Not You

I just want to be happy.

Is that too much to ask for?
I miss the old you, Chiew Bee.
Where are the cheerful you?
Please come back...

Monday, June 18, 2012

Gratitude is officially 1 year since I last updated my blog!
Every now and then, I would still visit my own blog but I don't feel like updating it.
And now...I changed the layout again..everything is new and simple! final semester has come to an end but I am not excited about it.
Because it's time for me to JOB HUNTING! sobssss..
Can I don't work? Speaking of job hunting...I don't even know where to start from..
I don't even know what job I cacat! How?!
Shoooo...~ don't want to think about it first!

Anyway my main reason for being here is to express my gratitude..ahem..

Thanks to my family for supporting me always.for giving me encouragement and keep telling me "U won't fail u won't ma retake big deal...don't 'xiang bu kai'..." LOL! My mum and sis scare I will go suicide if I ever fail.HAHA
Yeahh I am the youngest in my family, so....I know they adore me a lot...thanks to them.

Whatever I want, they will try to fulfill it if it's not over their budget.
Without them, I wouldn't be here now.
They may not be the richest or highly educated but all I need is their moral support and love.
Last time I used to be sad that they don't allow me to study at KL, but now...I am thankful instead of sad.

Thanks to Sim Kay Sen for being my best friend, boyfriend, driver, listener, 'punch bag', etc throughout these 3 years. It is not easy to be him, to have a girlfriend like me.
The first person who helped me in college is him..when I accidentally start my online test at home. hahaha.
I cried and worried like hell.
Thanks to u for taking care of me all these while. I am really grateful to have u by my side.
I know I can't thank you enough.

Looking back at those 3 years, I wouldn't be able to come this far if it's not u. *hugs*

Thanks darling

Thanks to all my coursemates for all the times we've been through.
I believed we went through thick and thin and enjoyed every bit of it.
Sorry if I have offended any of u throughout these 3 years.

Thanks for being my coursemates and friends at the same time.
I really do hope our friendship wouldn't stop here and guess what...
I miss all of u already!

Thanks to my Taiping friends as well..
You know who you are..I am really thankful to have all of u!
Sorry if I have bothered or annoyed u all.
I don't mean it. Thanks for being there for me when I needed u all the most!

I am really thankful for all that I have today.
Thanks to all of u!
My life and journey begins from now.

Good luck to all of u out there who are graduating this semester! *winks*