Wednesday, June 1, 2011

A not-so-cute Panda!

It is the 1st day of June today.
Many people seem to like it.
I don't know why..
As for me, I prefer to skip through this month and jump to July straighaway if God is willing to give me a chance to do so! :/
Because I have my final exams in 6 days time!

I don't think I am!
So here I am..decided to take a short break.
Seriously it is suffocating and tiring and sickening and the worse is, I don't have the mood to study!HELLO..I have less than 1 week time and I am still slacking around...argghhhhh!
And I can't sleep well!
That cause me to have dark circle and eye bag!
I know I already have it but now it is even worse! :/
Anyone wants to buy me some eye cream and eye mask? :/

Anyway I went to have a hair cut last Sunday.
Because my hair is really shitty already.
It is damn dry and the colour is like don't know what kind of shit colour. :/
Just cut it shorter and I plan to dye my hair....AGAIN...after my exam. :/
Look kinda old in this hair!
But nevermind, it will still grow and it is good to see my hair shorter now and my hair doesn't fall that much when I blow dry it!

And.......there is one thing similar between me and my niece..hahahahha.

Can u spot what is the similarity between me and her in both the pictures?HAHA!

That is......................................

The way we sit!Our legs are wide open!LOL!!!!!My friends always scold me for that!hahaha..but I already get used to it! :/


Good luck to all my dear coursemates and friends in the coming exam!Let's start our battle and prepare our shooting gun!!!


Sunday, May 8, 2011


Who will u turn to when u are upset or sad?
Who can u trust in your life when u don't seem to trust anyone around u?
When u have no one to talk to, what would u do?

Even when u have someone to talk to, u don't exactly know how to start the conversation or how to put it in words or proper sentences to tell that someone how u feel.

Even when u have tell them about your problem, they won't exactly know or understand the situation because that is how u feel, not how they feel.

....and what happens even if they know what is happening?

Does it helps to reduce your burden and worries?
Does it helps to stop u from being emo again?

I think I have just turned into an emo queen again.


Good thing there is my niece to cheer me up at least.
Their innocence and sillyness just make me laugh.

They are growing up real fast..and it means that I am getting older..
It is a bliss to see them growing up..they are growing taller..their knowledge is wider and beyond your expectations..
I hope they will still be as close to me as now when they are already a teenager or adult next time.♥

Have a great week ahead people! ;)

Saturday, April 30, 2011





Why do u want to torture me in this way?!!!!




Sunday, April 24, 2011

Michael Learns to Rock ♥

MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK's concert was awesome!!!

OMG!I love them so much especially the lead singer!
When he sings those songs, gosh....
My heart melts man!
How I wish the concert would end later because they are too awesome already! :(

I've been hearing their songs since I was very young.
Perhaps around 6 or 7 years old.
Cause my parents bought their karaoke VCDs and I used to sing it alone or with my sister.
Since then, I knew of their existence!HAHA!

Jascha, the lead singer is kinda funny.
He made some funny lame jokes.LOL!
He said Michael never really learns how to rock, that is why he will be singing a slower song.LOL!

When I first tell my mum that I want to go for their concert, she was like...
"U are paying money to hear old man singing" in a joking way.LOL!
But they are not old, they are cool and AWESOME!!!!!!

Me and fatty screamed like mad people!And I sing until no voice.LOL!

How I wish I could hug him when he came down from the stage!At least to take a picture with him or them! :/

I miss them!!
If they are coming next year, I will absolutely go to their concert again and that time, I would buy a VVIP seat!!!LOL!!


Monday, April 4, 2011

April = hatred

Today is already the week 6 of my studies!
Time passes really is scary don't u think so?!
With a blink of an eye, it is already APRIL!!
And with a blink of both eyes, I think June is coming already. =_______=

I hate APRIL!
Cause my mid-sem test is coming soon!
And the one I worried the most is my Finance Derivatives Securities paper.
The mid-sem test itself is already 50%!
Once the mid-sem cacat, means I am ki chia already.argghhhh!!
This is scary and until now, I am very very blur about this subject starting from Topic ONE.
Am I terrible or not?!!How could this happen to me? T.T

doing my law table is messy!!

OK!I need to stop rambling and stop complaining!!
But I need to complain or else it stucks in my heart.feel very sanfu! =/
I am not someone who is good in handling stress!FAILURE

See....I kek sim until I vomit blood last night.. =/
And I headache until my head feels like exploding!!!!

kek sim until vomit blood! =/

When my mum saw this on my bed, she was totally freaking out this morning!!
She really thought that was blood stains on the tissue!!LOL!
HAHAHAHHAHA.that was my printer ink la.
I used the tissue to wipe it when it flows out.hahahha.
But the paracetamol is real one la cause I am headache ma.
And then her worries changed to scolding cause I took panadol again. =/

Anyway last week I get to eat the Manhattan Fish n Chip under the April Fool's day promotion.
For real, it is only RM6.99!LOL..lots of people queuing up.

RM6.99 for this..ok lo!

i always love my side face cause my nose appeared to look sharper in this angle. =P

we met Carol! =)

thaw imitating sam's way of SS.LOL

don't u think his face very kiam pak??!!!LOL!


sam looks cute here!! :) thaw's wide-opened mouth!!LOL!

Ok!Gotta continue with my kek sim studies now. =/ W
ish me all the best kawan!
I need to improve on my grades!

Byeeeee! ;)

Yours truly ♥

Monday, February 28, 2011


Today is the end of February.
But it is the starting of my new semester.
Not a good date to start a new semester I think.
I don't like it! =/
I hate my college now!
It is like a night market nowadays.
The college is so crowded with people and the place to sit at all..
And so not enough car park! =______=
Why my parents insisted to ask me to study here last time?Sigh.....

And I am now living in a new place.

No more staying in Inti Hostel..last time I used to complain how bad it is and etc but now I miss it!
And I miss u roommie!!!! =/

my new bed in new room!

A lot more convenient and I can walk to college but now sigh....But anyway my new room is not bad.Hopefully I can get along with my housemates!

Happy New Semester to my coursemates sekalian!!!! *sad face*

I think it would be a tough semester for me!
Shit!I miss my primary and secondary school life now!!! =/

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Bad hair day! :(

WARNING : This post is full of my SS picts!!!
My hair is super dry and super messy!!!!!!
I miss my long hair!

my licin-licin hair has gone =(

the night before i chopped off my hair

So smooth and nice..huhuhuhu. (at least for me)

Unlike now...I need to do some hair treatment already! =(
My hair spoil like hell liao!

my lion hair =(

Can I botakkan my hair and then let it grow again??Then for the time being, I wear a wig lo..can I?huhuhuhu.I have the urge to do so!! =(

wEeee~~ my gigi is nicer now! :P

taking pict while I am on the I geng?LOL!

PS : When u are moody, try taking some pictures of u or whoever or will make u feel better and it will definitely cheer u up a little!! =D

Like what I have just did! =D

Friday, February 18, 2011

I WAS a darkie!

I've been lying on my bed for more than 1 hour and I can't sleep.this kind of situation is torturing and I am wasting my time! :(
Thus, here I am blogging after seeing back my last few years' pictures.
Sometimes u might find it funny and weird about the way u dress up last time, your hair, your face,..basically everything.haha.
I was so dark last time!!not that I am fair now but I swear I am much fairer
It was freaking dark and funny!
Thanks to my volleyball training!But I have never regretted joining volleyball.
One of my best memories in high school! ;)
I know..most of u won't believe it if I told ya that I play shorty plays volleyball huh?she must be lying.. :P
Below are some of my high school pictures.
Don't laugh..i know i was SUPER DARK last time!!!!

the volleyball gang!except for gaikyean..the most right one..she is fairer than us.LOL!

do I look like a malay girl?LOL!

can u see my uneven skintone?HAHA!

SUPER DARK RIGHT?????????LOL!!!!!!

I am so glad that I am fairer now..hahahha.

FAIRER ME!!!weeeee~~

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I am EMO!
I need a new haircut!
I need a new colour!
Go away if u don't need me!
I mean fuckoff!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Year 2011!

Happy New Year!
It is the Year of 2011!
Welcome to the twin pillars of happiness!
Weeeee~ have u all make any new year resolutions?
By right, all of us should have a few new year resolutions to motivate ourselves, to improve ourselves.

Even if u have failed to achieve your 2010's resolutions, try again this year!
No harm trying it right?like ME!!!
Such a big failure in achieving anything.hahaha.

So here is my resolutions this year!

1) Sleep earlier!!!This has always been an issue for me!My dark circle is getting worse. It looks like as if someone has punch my eyes!!! =(

2) Eat more fruits and vegetables!!Because I am such a carnivore if u know me well..

3) Save more money!!It's fire burning fire burning in my bank account! =(

4) STUDY STUDY AND STUDY!!No more slacking around..ok ok..I am really determined this time!!Say YEAHHHHHHH! :P

5) Maintain my weight or get thinner! YESSSS!At last I get thinner now but I want back my chubby faceeeeeeee!Why some girls can still have their chubby pretty face when they slim down?!And how come their boobs never get smaller wan?!

6) Stay away from all the evil EMONESSSS!

7) Must do mask every week!Cannot lazy...I am aging!!WTH!!!! =(

8) Can I stop my fattieee from getting fatter??I wonder...............Hahahahahha.

9) Learn to be a better person each day and learn from my past mistakes. =)

And yupppp....thats my New Year resolutions for year 2011!
I know life is not a bed of roses, so I'll try my best to achieve what I've mentioned above!
I gotta be determined man!

It is a new year, so lets have a new and great start!

Cheers everyoneeeee! OXOX