Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Remain jobless and lazying around watching dramas, go out with friends, sleeping, reading some magazines and novels, hiking in the morning (only a FEW times)..
After enjoy much, I have to face the reality again...
Gotta know the results on Wednesday.
Even when I'm typing this, I feel uncomfortable and my heart is pounding fast.
Econs econs...econs makes me feel stressed.
I know somehow I did badly in it..
The word FAIL came across my mind ever since I walked out from the exam hall.
......I don't dare to face the truth.........................
Please slap me!! :(
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I've took the Malaysian Studies exam last Saturday.It is so cacacacacacacat!
Now I'm waiting for the FOUR major papers!!
I'm scared but I'm excited at the same time as I can't wait for my holidays!!!!!
TAKUT TAKUT TAKUT!!!!!!!!!!
Selamat Maju Jaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Why do i want YOU so much???
Why do i love and like YOU so much???
Why YOU put such a hunger in my heart???
Why i need and miss YOU so badly especially when I'm in stress???
YOU're all i think about now....
i keep on searching and finding for YOU....
i really can't survive without YOU...
i love u BUT i hate you...
you're good but you're bad...
Can anyoneee tell me why??
Can anyoneee answer me plsss???
WHy i miss food so much????
YOU are making me FAT!!!!!!
how am i going to diet when I addicted to you so much????
FOOD FOOD FOOD..............................
What the food!!!!!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Thanks for breaking my confusion, dilemma and the emotional feelings in me!
I never feel that tense anymore and become my normal-self again.
Immediately on my light and my lappie to post this!
Hueywen, lyo and JJ..I'm doing fine now.no worries!
Sorry that I've make u guys worried and feels that something is wrong is me.
Now I'm really ok and yesss..happy!!!
Become friends are the best out of the best now.
We can communicate better and can joke with each other without thinking what we said might hurt each other and we are really really being ourself before all this happened.
Thanks and sorry for everything!!!!
I do have a clear mind now! =))
I shall remain to become a freeeebEeeee~~~
My perception and concept shall remain til an appropriate time ...YESHH!
I really miss u all!
Can't wait for holidays!!!
.....and now I have the OHM to study!!!
Yeahh I'm breaking freeeee~~~
Friday, October 9, 2009
Seeee...i'm really in the bus using webcam!! :p
Enjoy your day people! ;)Ps : Sorry for all the ignorance guys..sorry for the non and slow reply messages in phone in msn in facebook..I was really busy busy and busy like a beeeee.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Here is my lovely school song :Simple in virtue, strong in duty
Their motto goes this way
Play well, work well
To task never ever delay
Convent is my pride
Her teachings I abide
Her guiding light will shine forever
Through my mind
Convent is my pride
Her teachings I abide
Her guiding light will shine forever
Through my mind......
Awww.........its so nice!!
I miss CONVENT!!!
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Now I know how does it feels like when u have tonnes of assignments to do.
Its just right after my test, I have all these assignments.
When I woke up, the first thing I think about is assignments.
When I eat, bathe, yumcha, facebooking,..I mean no matter what I do, all I think about is assignment.
Guilty like hell.
NO life man.
..this raya break is definitely not a holiday for me.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
peach justea is NICE!
Then a message came "order coming"..YAY!!!!I thought it is COMING, so I wait in my room.then another 2 messages came written "order coming".Then I went out to see, he is there already.CACAT.type la "order has reached"...COMING...=_______=
I've fulfilled my wants!
I ordered Spicy Chicken McDeluxe medium set and apple pie! (NO more banana pie.SAD case)
my saviour of the day!!! ^^
But suprisingly I don't feel full.normal.something is really wrong with my stomach.so wrong man!!Tomorrow is Friday..next day is Saturday and then Sunday...LOL.What am I going to do here??SHIT!I should be studying now....grrr...distraction!
and wth..FONG THEW PEE.......destroyed my cute name!SHIT~
Enjoy your weekend people!! =)))
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
..and she teaches new chapter.. =_____________=
now studying BIS.i hate it but have to love it!
last night no electricity until this morning!can't sleep well at all!CACAT!
my ai mei partner, i miss u too!
10 more days, i can see u already!
Yesterday I did saw the orangie moon.
NO matter where we are, we can still see the same moon. =))
PS : I've applied celcom broadbaND! =)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
chicken eye! XD
my niece took this before I cried.LOL
At last decided to see doctor.damn scared.later have to cut that thing away or operate.but luckily only have to apply medicine!yay!!!
And yeah..then only I know chicken eye is actually known as CORNS or WARTS!
CORNS...someone said that it sounds delicious~~~ omg.wana puke!LOL.
BAD LUCK BAD LUCK....................SHOOOOOOO~~~~i hate U!!!
PS: Corn is a small hardened area of skin which is usually round or cone-shaped. It is most often form on the feet and sometimes on the hands and are caused by constant or repeated friction or pressure.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
my trademark..wEeeee~ can online! :P
feel so sleepy right now.
i can't concentrate in class just now.
i waa so blur and dizzy and sleepy.keep rubbing my eyes!aaaawwwwwww! :(
i wana tidoooo!
gimme a chance to ss before slp! :p
Monday, August 31, 2009
I'm going to pg soon in a few hours time.very reluctantly wanna leave my home. =(
At last I've done my BIS assignment.yay!! *clap hand*
But there are more assignments awaiting me.
Seems like I have to welcome assignments to my life.jemput masuk ya! =)
....and oh yeah...
I have midsem test.
The first one would be economy which is on 3rd of Sept, BIS on 9th followed by Accounting on 12th and MALAYSIAN STUDIES on 14th...
How lovely right?
So gonna love it!How much I love it!
TEST OH TEST~~~ Welcome to my life again!
Wish me luck people!Do pray for me! =)
Good night!! =)
*P.S. : so fake so fake..i know..i extremely LOVE test and exam!*
*P.S1. : oh yeahh...Happy National Day!!can't feel the merdeka spirit in me at all.i'm sure some of u even forgot how to sing the merdeka song.u know who u are.LOL.*
Monday, August 24, 2009
This task is our class assignment!
When i get the questions, i started to laugh.HAHA.
................and this is what i draw....
LOL.my party name if FUYOH.digi inspiration~~~
haha..what a name right? :p
Y=yes malaysia boleh! :p
H=.............shit.....can't remember what i wrote.haha.
i showed it to a few of my friends and they said the green little human looks like ninja turtle!wth....... =_=''''
i know i know.my art is sucks!
and this is a small kid masterpiece of art........
Friday, August 21, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Though it is not my choice, now I'm getting over it. =)
In case I cannot get to online there, I think is better for me to blog about it first.
Well..my class will start on tomorrow which means on the 27th of July.
I'm taking bachelor of commerce majoring in accounting & finance. =)
Goshh...I'm leaving in a few more hours time. :(
Penang is very near to Taiping but I will miss my home a lot.
I will miss out my tv shows.huhu.maybe won't get to online in room.saddening.
I'm nervous actually.hopefully can get a few good friends there! :)
I'm a little excited. ^^
I wonder who is my room mate!!!HAHA.
...and I need to study again..awww...I didn't study for almost 8 months already!!!
I need to go back to my study life.kinda scared of it!
But anyway I need to face it.this is life man..
I'm going to learn new things, need to face new people...wowwww!HAHA.
As what I get to know from my timetable, my class is until thursday only.ends at 4pm!
YAY!!Which means I can go back to taiping.hehehehe.
But of course I'm not gonna go back on every weekend.
Must enjoy some weekends at there! ;)
Anyway wish me all the best people!!! =)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
My mood changed drastically.
Lets say I'm happy now, but the next few minutes I'll be moody again.
Wtf is happening?
Each night, when I go to sleep, I die.
And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn.
I don't think I am reborn the moment I wake up in the morning.
In fact it feels like my body is reborn but my soul is dead.
S.O.U.L.L.E.s.S. even when I am laughing or smiling.just like now. =)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Seems like the risk that I was taking doesn't pay off.haha.
On the 19th of June at 12p.m., we actually can check our future university through sms or online.
I have to check it through sms as I was working at the MPH Bookfair.
When chunkit got to know that he get UMK which is universiti malaysia KELANTAN, I sensed something was wrong.I'm scared and nervous.I can't concentrate the whole morning.
Many questions run through my mind.
WHat if I didn't get any U?What if I didn't get what I want?How to tell my mum?etc etc...
I sent a few times to 15888..and........when I get the message..........UMK....are u kidding me?
HAHAHAHA.my hand was shaking hard and I started to cry.at MCD.wkit checked for me and I get Keusahawanan Kesihatan....??I've got no idea what hell course is that.
Disappointment, sadness, upset, anger, hurt, feeling lost,...all these fills up within me.
Struggling hard in form 6 and this is the outcome that I get.
Seriously damn fed up and pissed off.
Once u decided to study form 6, obviously u don't have the right to decide your future anymore because it all depends on luck and what course u get from the government.
Seems like not much students get the course that they want.some didnt even get any university though their results are ok.
Everything seems to be so funny and ridiculous. ^^
Did I make the wrong or the right choice for rejecting usm?
Is it worth for me to take the risk?
Honestly speaking..I didn't feel regret for rejecting usm.
But I do feel regret for applying usm.
I wonder what would I get if I didn't apply usm..hmm...
Anyway past is the past.
Though my mum and sis kept on blame me for rejecting usm(as what I expected), but they're all okie now.sis even sent me one very touching long message.thanks sis!
Thanks for respecting my decision and being so supportive! =)))
I took two risk within these few months.
Both the risk gave me great disappointment.
I don't think I am a good risk taker.haha.
But it'll make me a stronger person.
I know...this is not the end of everything.
It is just the beginning! =)
Ps: To all my dear friends, most of u are leaving already.everyone is going separate ways.don't know when we'll meet again.all the best!Sorry for whatever I've done and thanks for everything! I'll miss all of u!!!do take care kawan-kawan sekalian! *huggies* love love love <3 !!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I'm being self-conscious and paranoid again.
I mengembang a lot.a hell lot.
My mum keeps reminding me that I'm a lot fatter than last time.
She seems to be the one who worried about this more than I do.
At one point, she even asked "Don't u scared or worried that u are growing fatter and fatter?Your face is so big now.NOT nice".
Then I answered her, "I thought u prefer my face to be chubbier?U said like that makes me prettier ma.Ok la ok la..I eat lesser la.Skip dinner.hehe."
Mum replied, "This time is too chubby.Fat already makes u look shorter.U don't need to skip dinner la.U can't make it.Go for jogging or hiking.Do some exercise...." =_=''''''
It is quite annoying when she nags about everything I eat everyday!
...and she compared my body with my sis's.... =_='''
Hopefully I can be thinner. =_=''''
Who wants fats?I'll donate for u!!!For fREEeeeEeeee~~!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
the return of ju on@.@
gotta wear a cap!!
CALL ME A PARANOID!!
Friday, June 5, 2009
this is what we do when we can't sleep
this 2 fellas cold til cover themselves with their towel :p
We reached the jetty at around 7.30a.m..at last!!phewww~~That was where we meet up with vj they all. =)
Everything was kinda messed up before we took a boat to our resort.
Anyway things went smoothly after that. :)
doing some bollywood dance..tumpah seh air~~
Oh yea..the boat was so bumpy when it hits the wave.
It was kinda scary and it turned out to be fun!!!hehe.
Finally at around 10.30a.m.. we reached our Redang Reef Resort~~
the boat that we sit
Tell u what..I can't believe in my own eyes when I saw the beach.crystal clear blue water really existed in Malaysia.hehe.It was amazing and NICE!!
the bridge from redang reef resort to laguna resort
upstairs belong to us :p
U can really see the rocks and the fishes without have the needs to wear your own spectacles to have a clearer view.and the blue cloudy sky is so matching with the colour of the sea! ^^
I feel like jumping into it! (I know.I'm scared! )
We then have our lunch at 12p.m. before our first snokerling session at 2.30p.m..
Actually, I am not satisfied with the food provided but nevermind.hehe.
Some of us practised on how to breathe with our mouth when we are wearing the mask with the breathing pipe.hehe.
I know it sounds stupid but hey it was quite tough okiee..haha.
At first I was kinda worried about the snorkeling session.I can't swim.I don't know how to float on the water either.HAHA.
I know we're not gonna drown because we are wearing the life jacket.it keeps us floating but as usual, I'm scared when my feet can't reach anything.
I kept on laughing and laughing when I was practising.HAHAHA.
Luckily hueywen was beside me all the time.LOL.tq tq! :p
Then off we went to Marine Park for our first snorkeling.
No pictures taken there. :(
It was fun!!heeeheee.. ^^
A lot of colourful fishes swimming around us.I saw Nemo too!!
This was my first time swimming(should be floating) around with fishes! =)))
It was amazing.truly amazing.
U can feel the calmness when u saw the fishes swimming around u.its like u're entering another world.how nice!!
The 1 hour session passed very fast indeed.
It was quite tiring though.hehe.
...and here begins our photo sessions~~ =)
me & hueywen ;)
taken by mr.ck
Well..at night after our dinner, we went for a stroll along the redang beach.
It is so happening there.
Laguna resort is so 5 star-ishh...!so nice!!how I wish I could stay there!! :(
ANyway we were actually looking for the More More Tea Inn but to our much frustatation, we couldn't find it.so disappointed!
But as we were walking back to our resort, we found it!!thanks to ckit.HAHAHA.
It is so near to our resort but we didn't even realised it.
Come all the way to redang, of course must take some pictures with the more more tea signboard and the love shape flowers!! :p =)))
poker face :)))
yay!!at last! ;)
so thats all for the 1st day in redang.hehe.
Wait for my second post on redang! :p :p